blogging....something that always keeps me busy at night. cos i need to think of wat to type. lol. talking to someone on the phone now. lol. so funny. so long nv talk le. haha. shant mention. just now was zaking. like wtf. got in. but nv tio helm! wtf la! first time in la. then nv tio. like so diao. sianz. nowadays like so sianz. everyday go out de. like nth to do. today went edmond's hse. then after tat was SUPPOSED to go home. then went bunk to find bobby. daren lony and desmond came after that. then stayed there till ard 7.45pm, was trying to zak in. lol. failed la. before tat was playing audi. my noob acc lvl le! lol. then after that went back to pp for dinner. then after that went to godma's hse to play mahjong. was "teaching" yy di there to play. lol. he was quite good wor. tats why observing is a big part of learning mahjong. haha. then after that we played till ard 10.45pm. stopped cos yy had sch the next day. like so lol. so we stopped. managed to finish tong and nan before stopping. not bad. faster than the last time i played tat "batch". after that went home, bathed and tried to zak. wtf siol, just thinking bout it makes me a bit dulan. lol. i think i shud finish blogging soon cos someone on the phone wants to read. haha. patience is a virtue man. lol. anw dam sian. everyone like asking me bout the course im gonna take in TP. i am repeating it like ten thousand times. why no one read my blog de. zzz. just now went to read a lot of my frens's blogs. read thru so many. quite interesting wor some of them. lol. good luck to all and may god bless! :D
ok i shall stop here.
WAIT, i forgot to announce. i got new phone! Sony Ericsson W960i! my FIRST walkman phone. :D. ok go le. byebye.

felt like blogging today. lol. just read two letters from two very concerned frens. knew them since sec2 i guess. hmmm, they basically reminded me of their wonderful prescence that i could somewhat rely on? lol. yep apparently they think i am troubled like siao and that i'm EMO. zzz. well maybe i am but i myself not sure wats wrong with me? that thing that i started doing, i stopped le. and my mum is getting back into the shape of good health...so maybe it was true that she was doing penence for me. LOL. zzz so ya life's been funny. been going to church a lot more often now. like wen i first join koa. haha. been going for stations and i haven slept during sermon for a long time le. i was actually listening. so funny la. and it seems like my life is a lot easier now, after doing all these holy holy things. :D.....besides some of my frens whose problems are still not solved, my life is quite happy bah.
today was a bit scary, my fren tried to commit suicide, i nearly got a shock siol. i somehow was blaming myself. cos like i cudnt help him. then i din wanna leave the hse to go church. cos i scared he might so stupid things again. but i just left as my legs just kinda moved. lol. prayed for him though. only person i prayed for after communion. like wow. first time i finished praying so fast. met him and some other frens for dinner after tat and he was like ok le. happy.
after tat went back church for confession. it was so easy and relieving after tat. then after that had meeting with the committee and uncle freeman about easter lunch. finished so fast cos uncle freeman was making sure we dun drift off topic. haha. after tat went for "supper" at yassin with leon and dillon. before going home. ok stopping here. lalalala :D

today was one of the shocking days of my life. so scary. went out with nick today. we went ps for lunch. omg la. ate so slow. haha. after that we went arcade, cos still got a lot of time. played parapara. so funny la. then after that we played DDR. a bit stupid la. i was so noob in it. nick was so pro siol... then after that guess what? nick's bag got stolen! so wtf la. then we went ard the place. run there run here....then finally the police came. cos nick made police report. then nick went to give his "statement". i was meddling with the CCTV recorder. trying to get the act of the guy taking the bag. then finally got the suspected face and action and all. he look so innocent. haha! i was also reading the statement, it was a bit funny. nick put my name as Ean. LOL. so funny la. i wanted to luff but cudnt cos i was thinking for nick instead. he was dam sad and angry. i really dunno what to do with him la. i cant tell him to relax cos it wasnt my bag tat got stolen. but ya, i managed to do SOMETHING at least. zzz. after that i left nick and went to meet yy and mar at the leisure park for ice-skating. was thinking bout nick the whole day. dunno wat he wud do or wat i can do to help him. then i just thot that i have done wat i can. the rest is up to him le. yupp. may god look over u kor. :D
a lot of bad things are happening now..... maybe its becos of something which i started doing? or maybe its fate? LOL.

its the month of March. time really flies. lol. hmmm i got posted into TP, with the course, ETCM, it means "Electronics/Media & Communication Technology/Computer Engineering/Microelectronics (ETCM) so ppl out there if u have been reading my blog. stop asking me wat it means, cos i myself dun know! haha. ya ok hmmm i'm stopping work soon. zzz tats what i said last time. but this time really de. i stopping on Friday, 14th March. after that, FREEDOM. :D. got so many things to do. haha. well now i really dunno what else to say. lol. life's been great. . . . i supposed. dots i dun even know myself. so funny la. zzz but nth is disrupting my life now, maybe except projects and plannings and pressure here and there. sianz. ok i'll stop here. . . . . .