haven blogged in years!

ANW ANW, my rx-8 looked like scrap metal when i tried to import it to Unity3D. Therefore, i had to redo and hell it looks a lot better! woots!~

kk last sat when clubbing!! many many things happened then. shan't reveal. hehe =P

then last sat was shawn's bdae too! happy belated! though i wished already!

last sat was the sec3s confirmation too! wah so happening on one day uh?

today school i finally went to try the scripting after so long of delays. then got stuck after 20mins. holy mama. -.-

then something dam stupid happened today!

i used a different wallet for clubbing on sat.

then i took out all my important cards, was gonna transfer back to my old wallet, THEN i forgot! =.=

so i went to school without an ez-link and IC. heng got ppl send and fetch today. =)

kk a lot has happened and a lot has changed. a lot hasnt changed too. oh wells. life. -.-

sian. dam sian these days. duno wat to go. go for it or dun go for it?? o.o

o-ho..

blog blog! lols. just came back from outing with joel, david, sarah and jonas. haha. oh we watched knight & day too. i think it was quite good actually.
before that went dinner and arcade. woots saw this dancer at para para. see him le make me dun want dance. -.-
ended up playing max tune. waste $$! $4.50! omgg for THREE games ONLY! ok nvm.
drinking was dam funny. played all the dumb and lame games. then ended up drinking quite a lot. went siao a bit la. but oh wells. NOT DRUNK! woots.
cabbed home with david. i actually walked him home cos i scared he knockout while walking. army men are very tired ppl!
tmr is....wait TODAY is sat. gonna collect my specs when i wake up later. then probably prepare the card for leon. :P gabs gonna draw again. hope it doesnt become a failure. thinking of trying something totally new. heh.
ANW! my RX-8 MODEL has been COMPLETED! will upload the photo here soon. lazy now.
no wait. not lazy. is tired. eyes half closed. its my mind and hands doing the typing. afterall i cant see without specs or contacts and night. hope got no typo. heh.
oh oh oh . . i swear .joel, jonas and david talk about army stuff like forever. i think if sarah din ask them to not talk about it during the drinking part, they will continue all the way!
oh oh anw spent total of $206! -.- divided by 5 la of cos. so not so bad. hehe.
gabs has realised that he wont get drunk so easily! heh heh heh!

kk gonna sleep. hair dry le. my bro also asking me to sleep. =P NITEX!!!

decided to blog. its been some time since i did actually. think ard 2 weeks.
basket that reminds me. my manager haven give me my cheque. oh wells better sms her later.
school has been rather productive this past week. putting more effort into my modelling now. cant wait for the end result of my RX-8! hehe.
yea then had performance on wed and thurs to attract more ppl to join the BB camp. i SANG! woots. with hidayah. 'This is Me', the camp rock song. its a hard song man.
oh oh we tried the HSM ones. DAM HARD! omg.
qian yu and yan ming got nice voices sia. sad nv hear jia qi sing. thot she was gonna sing. lol.
driving has been quite fun lately. somehow. lol.
koa is still the same....oh wells.

and im stuck on listening to kpop, especially BB. the rest haven explore finish. i din know tat one of the songs that they sang was JAP! lol! in fact got many more in JAP! just that i din notice. until i saw the lyrics. kk shall continue listening and stop here...
hope this week wud be better and with lesser or no irritating ppl! =x

make love~~

time to blog.
this period of months has been really exhausting.
camp planning and all. school work is nth much. just that it takes up all my time in a day.
i wish my committee wud start having some common sense.
y doesnt people learn to think out of the box? is it cos of the different brought ups that i and them have? its only an excuse. they just cant be bothered. need me be bad guy then listen. for fuck? make ppl's life miserable then shuang? then say 'sry'. wats the point of saying sry when u dun do anything about it?

if only i had limitless energy. i always say i can go on and on and on without rest. it is true. but i din say that my health wud be at stake. lmao.
y am i the type of guy that finds it hard to say no unless its a really ridiculous request. am i that predictable and easy to sway his thots?
no one will ever understand anything im going thru. they ask, but most of them end up talking bout their own lives. like using their life as an example to 'help' me. just goes to show that none of them understand at all. its pointless. it only helps one feel better.
i dun give a shit about all ur lives when im in shit myself. so dun compare me to urselves. u have no right.

i say the only emotion i can nv hide is anger. and true enuff everyone thinks tat i dun feel sad after tat incident.
everyone blames me. no one understands y i even made tat decision. wud things even improve if i hadnt? no. it'll only make the choice harder. it'll only make things worse. they only think of the present. they have no foresight. what happens 5 years from now? they duno. cos they dun understand. they just blame for wat it is now. retards.

yea im not ready. yea im imcompetent. yea im useless in this aspect. yea just keep blaming me.
blame me that every aspect of my life is unfair. life is nv fair yes i know. but at least show me some results? i've given up so much already for this ministry. and wat do i get back in return? the stage where children become teenagers. thats wat i get. and expect me to understand and close both eyes. come on. u all have a responsibility.

my fate? fuck it then.

la la la la la la. blogging time....
kk chop chop. i wanna sleep.
anws sunday had a hair cut. those who duno then prepared to be amazed. or watever. cos its a new one i tried.
next mon school was boring again. played bejeweled for 45mins. oh my god?
yea yea then night went gym. oh oh a miracle happened. i saw solomon.....the ah beng from my sec sch de....on bus 142. sway sway i taking tat bus then see him. then right, he sat down on the seat la. then omg, he actually gave up his seat to some old man! cool sia. i was so shocked la.
this shows tat ah bengs are GOOD HEARTED!!! =) (meaning dun disturb them they wont disturb you)
anw i doubt he recognises me. since no one does. except those who kept in contact with me.
cos i from sec sch to now like major change. got classmates duno me de. lols
yea then other than tat nth.
today i played social interview in sch for nearly half the day. then nth else to do. talked to qian yu and yan ming a lot also. rumors and gossips.....hehe.
yea yea then went SHOPPING today! woots. bought 2 jeans for $70. buy one get one free ma. lols.
then omg i feel like a pig today.
ate tepanyaki for dinner at food junction in bugis. then after tat went buy my jeans. then went benten cafe eat soup paste + ice cream. holy. 2 meals within 2-3 hrs. pro? =)
but anws its a good place to eat. not tat ex if u ask me.

kk i wanna sleep le. getting more and more tired each day. haha

woot. time to update......
this year's orientation was FUN!! I1003 i love you all man!!!! =))
especially my bro! hahahhaa. another ben. every year got one ben. lol
kk first two days of school has been boring.....briefing, briefing and MORE briefing....omg.... -.-
yea so anw, third day we finally did some proper practice with the software. and this was wat i created. quite easy actually. but then the Knight piece was so hard! omg. i gave up on it. erk.
and so, here it is:


ok nth much else happened other than this. just that we finally had the MAIN briefing on wat to do for our MP. like FINALLY!
and from the sounds of it, its gonna be FUN! but challenging. yay.

kk hope all my freshies are having fun yo! :D

blogging time~
i've nth much to say. just duno y everyone ard me is getting and becoming more and more irritating in every way. hse is so peaceful now. without anyone at home.
work is getting easier each time. today was quite fun. remembering the orders and food names. i actually thot egg was cheese. both yellow ma -.-

ok haven been gaming MUCH. means still got. watching hitman reborn now. its getting interesting. finally. lol. the first few parts so boring and pointless. then come the fighting parts. shuai sia. lols.

oh oh koa is actually helping out in this year's carnival! hahaha. amazing. all the time is wardens do. now we can finally contribute. but then, we're doing publicity. -.-!

posers, etc. need DRAW. OMG. -.-

kk lazy type le. hand tired. somehow. bye~