woots 3am in the morning. and gab is still awake. he wonders why. lol.

Japan student exchange trip was FUN! buddy was super cute sia. hahahaha. everything he do and the way he does everything. very funny! took many photos too. din find the time to blog about it. oh wells. and gab managed to survive without the computer for 7 days! wooo~

made many new frens also and learnt many new things about people and about japan culture!! hehe. wanna go back sia. thinking of migrating there. but.....i duno. haha. see how bahs i guess. so many scandals happened during the trip too. shant go into details.

ok enough about the past. moving on!~

TODAY! had swensens at airport. picked dad at 9pm. woots so late dinner eh? turns out his job interview was a success! and he starts work on nov 3rd. oh wells. that also means he's going to cambodia for 5 years.? good thing also bahs. he can update himself with technology and also continue bringing toasted bread to the table. hehe =D

sch has started for gab. quite ridiculous. having the same timetable as corn and wj but we all different class from each other. omg. first few days of sch has been rather interesting thanks to BB ppl. at least some laughter in it. =DD

MP hasnt finished and we are not doing anything about it. WOW. LOL!

oh oh watching Big Bang documentary now and wah, big bang has totally earned all my respect! seeing how much they gave up for the sake of their common dream, singing. i know other bands also gave up a lot, but i seriously doubt it would be as bad as this. got death and objections, etc involved. quite jialat. i actually teared for taeyang's story part. ><

probably gonna try sleeping soon. quite lazy to carry on typing ah.....

just some thoughts....

they say that only when things are about to disappear, do we start to learn how to cherish them.... i wonder if that is true. i somewhat do not feel that way much...

how can this world have such selfish people who only think for themselves.? not asking to be repaid for my deeds but at least spare me some time? or attention?

aren't we a clique? what are friends for? i DUNNO anymore!

ok time to blog i shud say? since so many happening things happening in my happening life. ok dun get lost. =/

birthday was on 17th Sep. duh....

16th sep.

i was meeting wj, corn, jia qi, chun ling, qian yu at marina square at 4pm. amazingly i was on time. then i went to play arcade while waiting. wj came at 4.40. corn came ard 4.50. woots?

yea then jiaqi came at.....quite late. hahaha forget le. then we went to eat at food court. cos i dun want long john. chun ling and qian yu were meeting us at night. sad.

alrights then after dinner went raffles city walk walk blah blah. slacked at starbucks.

then went to boat quay's whisky bar pub. (i think thats wat the pub was called?)

yea then met corn's singer fren, yu xiang. holy shit he sing dam zai! okie then after that drank a bit here and there. very mild giddiness (those not enuff to affect me kind)

THEN at 12am......birthday song came. and one by one gan lai gan que happy birthday here and there. drank about duno how many cups la. think 7? or more? or less?

then i was still fine for 5-10mins. after that i was a goner. -.-

yes, gab sng actually got drunk. -.-

then then then alot of dam unglamming things happened. fall down a lot sia. duno how. then keep luffing to myself. like those IMH patients u know? (not like i've seen one)

other than that i cudnt really remember wat happened. had to ask ppl wats going on...

then after that ard 2plus i think i finally fell asleep.. . . .on wj. LOL

then woke up 15mins+ later, and the alcohol burnt up already. =) i was awake. dam funny.

me: i was drunk right?

wj(thinking i was still not sober): nono, u not drunk. go sleep go sleep.

me(-.- - ing away): i'm awake le. i was drunk right?

wj: YES!

LOL! dam funny la. then i went ard apologising to ppl cos i think i troubled a lot of ppl ard. and corn said i was crazy, for apologising. -.-?

yea after that supper. but i din eat. who wud after tat state?

sent jiaqi home then went home and facebooked a while. and slept. finally.

17th sep

woke up and got ready. ben and jerald came to put their stuff down.

headed out to meet atticus at marina square. (yes marina square again).

ate pasta de wakaru. thanks atticus for treating me! =))

sarah came shortly after. *first surprise, i din know she was coming.

after that we went....erm....kbox! yes. dam funny at how jerald goes off tune. atticus was singing too! sarah sang like...erm...nvm. hehe. go figure =)

then after that i left my member card on the table! -.- *only realised that i did 2 days later.

yea after that atticus had to go. so took some picts. will be on facebook...SOON. LOL.

then after that we went to suntec to slack slack. and then....ian appeared with my cake. i was so pissed with him cos i thot he wasnt coming... -.- *second 'surprise' that jerald planned.

after that i found out sarah was staying over as well. *third surprise.

then after that we ate the cake the old fashion way. =). heng sai no cake smash.

ok then sarah left cos she needed to go to the airport.

kk went to carrefour to buy alcohol. deciding between martell and martini. i even went to sms corn to ask the difference. -.-

then end up bought the cheaper one. (DID NOT KNOW IT HAD APPLE JUICE MIXED WITH IT. DISGUSTING TASTE!)

went home. bathed etc. then soon sarah came over. and we started drinking. hehe made myself drunk even though the alcohol was disgusting. just kept spamming.

yet again, alot of things happened. this time it was worse to some extent. shant go into details. =)

then finally slept. poor jerald had to sleep so uncomfortably the whole night. *SRY BRO! IF I WAS SOBER I WUD HAVE MADE SURE U SLEPT PROPERLY!!!!

yea.....woke up....and they gave me my present. -.- fred perry wallet. (no wonder something held me back when i wanted to go in the wallet shop at marina sqaure)

thus, *4th surprise. cos they said that i said its ok, dun need get present. which i clearly did. so i really thot they din buy. since they were already paying for everything! ><

after that slacked ard a bit. then went to tpy ichiban for lunch. then headed home with sarah for a while and then go out at 6plusPM to meet marianne venn and yy. so we went to eat at "food for thoughts". great food. had another surprise by them = a cake. dam funny. yy was acting so retarded and all. they dam smart. get of all ppl yy to lie to me. -.-

after that went arcade play bishibashi. then wanted to ddr but there were too many pros there. para para-ed a bit. sarah was a disgrace. but oh wells. first timers. then went back home after that. tiring sia....sianness was all in the way. =/

conclude:

THANKS BUDDIES FOR THE NIGHT ON 16TH! TAKING CARE OF ME AND ALL WHEN I WAS ER-HEM... =))

THANK YOU MY BROTHER, JERALD, FOR PLANNING MY ENTIRE 17TH. BEST BIRTHDAY SO FAR!(COS LAST YEAR I PLANNED MY OWN. -.-!) AND ALL THE LIES AND EFFORT YOU PUT IN. IT WAS WORTH IT, I PROMISE YOU. LOL!

THANKS MARIANNE AND VENN FOR THE 18TH! IT WAS ENJOYABLE.

and THANK YOU ALL FOR THE WISHES!

hehe so long nv blog already. so many things happening. lets see. i shall go from latest to last. ok dun make sense. watever.

ytd was darren's bdae!! 16th Aug! woot.

went bugis after school to meet the peeps. yy, mel, bobby, then darren and mark came late. some things nv change. -.-

then i kena suan like siao also. oh wells, SOME THINGS NV CHANGE! =.=!!

yea yea had steamboat dinner somewhere near bugis. then after that went to arcade watch darren and bobby play maxtune. played bishibashi too. a

mazing thing is YY and MEL owes ME money! wahahaha. first time i think.

kk photos!

from left: yy, mel, darren, me, mark(behind), bobby

the bdae boy! =) actually took quite a few. but i thot this one was nice.

kk other than ytd, sun was a tiring day. meetings after meetings. i still cry sia. LOL kk shant go there.

last fri to sat! stayover at shawn's hse. i watched airbender again. then walked to shawn's hse from lot 1. somwhow felt dam dam dam dam far! and justin was trying to bend everything! hahaha. dam funny.

then went the creepy and eerie fitness corner. started doing pull-ups and all. then after that slack slack then go back.

oh oh then we played the fainting game cos we were dam bored. and they wanna try. experience like no other. then keep playing. zzz. make a lot of noise sia.

then suddenly shawn's dad come in. scary!! sry uncle!! =xx

anw cant post any videos or picts of this event. very sensitive. LOL!

yea then slept ard 3plus4.

JUSTIN and SHAWN were SLEEPTALKING! hahaha. dam funny!! me and isaac kept luffing.

ok sat woke up then shawn's mum made breakfast. so nice. ><

after that i went to meet jerald for haircut. eh sia la. just remembered. din take photo. erk.

then so dumb. waited 1 hr for the haircut. haha. after that he went home. cos there was no one at city hall practicing bboy and there were so many policemen. hahah. like i said jerald, 3/4 events completed in one day. so good enuff. hehe

after that went church then went home. so tiring sia.....

kk shall stop here.

haven blogged in years!

ANW ANW, my rx-8 looked like scrap metal when i tried to import it to Unity3D. Therefore, i had to redo and hell it looks a lot better! woots!~

kk last sat when clubbing!! many many things happened then. shan't reveal. hehe =P

then last sat was shawn's bdae too! happy belated! though i wished already!

last sat was the sec3s confirmation too! wah so happening on one day uh?

today school i finally went to try the scripting after so long of delays. then got stuck after 20mins. holy mama. -.-

then something dam stupid happened today!

i used a different wallet for clubbing on sat.

then i took out all my important cards, was gonna transfer back to my old wallet, THEN i forgot! =.=

so i went to school without an ez-link and IC. heng got ppl send and fetch today. =)

kk a lot has happened and a lot has changed. a lot hasnt changed too. oh wells. life. -.-

sian. dam sian these days. duno wat to go. go for it or dun go for it?? o.o

o-ho..

blog blog! lols. just came back from outing with joel, david, sarah and jonas. haha. oh we watched knight & day too. i think it was quite good actually.
before that went dinner and arcade. woots saw this dancer at para para. see him le make me dun want dance. -.-
ended up playing max tune. waste $$! $4.50! omgg for THREE games ONLY! ok nvm.
drinking was dam funny. played all the dumb and lame games. then ended up drinking quite a lot. went siao a bit la. but oh wells. NOT DRUNK! woots.
cabbed home with david. i actually walked him home cos i scared he knockout while walking. army men are very tired ppl!
tmr is....wait TODAY is sat. gonna collect my specs when i wake up later. then probably prepare the card for leon. :P gabs gonna draw again. hope it doesnt become a failure. thinking of trying something totally new. heh.
ANW! my RX-8 MODEL has been COMPLETED! will upload the photo here soon. lazy now.
no wait. not lazy. is tired. eyes half closed. its my mind and hands doing the typing. afterall i cant see without specs or contacts and night. hope got no typo. heh.
oh oh oh . . i swear .joel, jonas and david talk about army stuff like forever. i think if sarah din ask them to not talk about it during the drinking part, they will continue all the way!
oh oh anw spent total of $206! -.- divided by 5 la of cos. so not so bad. hehe.
gabs has realised that he wont get drunk so easily! heh heh heh!

kk gonna sleep. hair dry le. my bro also asking me to sleep. =P NITEX!!!

decided to blog. its been some time since i did actually. think ard 2 weeks.
basket that reminds me. my manager haven give me my cheque. oh wells better sms her later.
school has been rather productive this past week. putting more effort into my modelling now. cant wait for the end result of my RX-8! hehe.
yea then had performance on wed and thurs to attract more ppl to join the BB camp. i SANG! woots. with hidayah. 'This is Me', the camp rock song. its a hard song man.
oh oh we tried the HSM ones. DAM HARD! omg.
qian yu and yan ming got nice voices sia. sad nv hear jia qi sing. thot she was gonna sing. lol.
driving has been quite fun lately. somehow. lol.
koa is still the same....oh wells.

and im stuck on listening to kpop, especially BB. the rest haven explore finish. i din know tat one of the songs that they sang was JAP! lol! in fact got many more in JAP! just that i din notice. until i saw the lyrics. kk shall continue listening and stop here...
hope this week wud be better and with lesser or no irritating ppl! =x

make love~~

time to blog.
this period of months has been really exhausting.
camp planning and all. school work is nth much. just that it takes up all my time in a day.
i wish my committee wud start having some common sense.
y doesnt people learn to think out of the box? is it cos of the different brought ups that i and them have? its only an excuse. they just cant be bothered. need me be bad guy then listen. for fuck? make ppl's life miserable then shuang? then say 'sry'. wats the point of saying sry when u dun do anything about it?

if only i had limitless energy. i always say i can go on and on and on without rest. it is true. but i din say that my health wud be at stake. lmao.
y am i the type of guy that finds it hard to say no unless its a really ridiculous request. am i that predictable and easy to sway his thots?
no one will ever understand anything im going thru. they ask, but most of them end up talking bout their own lives. like using their life as an example to 'help' me. just goes to show that none of them understand at all. its pointless. it only helps one feel better.
i dun give a shit about all ur lives when im in shit myself. so dun compare me to urselves. u have no right.

i say the only emotion i can nv hide is anger. and true enuff everyone thinks tat i dun feel sad after tat incident.
everyone blames me. no one understands y i even made tat decision. wud things even improve if i hadnt? no. it'll only make the choice harder. it'll only make things worse. they only think of the present. they have no foresight. what happens 5 years from now? they duno. cos they dun understand. they just blame for wat it is now. retards.

yea im not ready. yea im imcompetent. yea im useless in this aspect. yea just keep blaming me.
blame me that every aspect of my life is unfair. life is nv fair yes i know. but at least show me some results? i've given up so much already for this ministry. and wat do i get back in return? the stage where children become teenagers. thats wat i get. and expect me to understand and close both eyes. come on. u all have a responsibility.

my fate? fuck it then.