5th July

it's so boring at work here at suntec(only for today) that I'm blogging thru the phone again. lol. let's see ive been working and working and working. lol.
sad thing gonna miss amp fri for THREE Fridays! :((

well anw Jerald has finally POP-ed. quite cool finally see him in his army uniform. and saw gab Siew too!! super skinny still!! oh and I cudnt find ky. lol. oh wells.
yea yea have been really busy lately. that's why taking the chance to blog now. cos gonna be MORE busy. erk.

anw just a short update on all that has been happening. I'm still single!! and have not really been going out alot. *hint hint* :)
just doing whatever I can and sometimes, whatever I want till I enlist in nov. a part of me still wants to like....enlist NOW. or like in the next two-three months. lol.
life's been peaceful and great. with loving caring frens, family and ppl. so yea very short update eh.
oh and thinking of changing the photo in this blogskin. soon. lol.

oh oh and I wanna go marina barrage again!! at night. :)
kk shall stop here and slack my time away till 9.30pm when work ends. lol.

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kk haven been blogging for a while now. heh. gonna just blog about everything that happened in order:

June 9-12!

AWAKEN RETREAT @ CSC was A-W-E-S-O-M-E! no actually the word awesome itself is an UNDERSTATEMENT! LOL!

yea yea it was a very very truly liberating retreat. the feeling that i had when i left that place, was truly indescribable. cant really go into details but know that it doesnt matter if u're a catholic/christian/non-christian/non-catholic, etc. this retreat just helps u to be free, free of all problems. lol. i really felt that i was free of all problems la. throughout the whole retreat i was at peace. lol. tired but still kept going and din regret doing so. i believe that ALL shud go for it.

ok i think i just spent a big paragraph saying the same thing over and over. ohwells. hahaha.

anw just to break it down. i learnt alot about sin and about my faith. about everything. it was truly a retreat that focuses on self. not on others.

and thru the sharings and all with my awesome grp, "kindness", i realised that i am very fortunate. to have nice and good frens, who will stick by me all the way. and a proper family that supports me no matter wat. its really stupid of me to keep complaining. i realised that now. =D

also the parts of healing for me during the retreat was very relieving. i cried a lot bahs. and felt very good after the healing. gained a new gift during the retreat. possibly gift(s). too. haha. felt like i had it but haven had a confirmation. oh wells.

the feeling of having received the gift of tongues. and being healed by the holy spirit. is very hard to describe.

met many new frens also. know of their lives. it was very inspiring and touching. oh oh on the last day i was hugging everyone! LOL! hugs are very powerful comforts you know! ><

haha ok la i shud stop here about the retreat. getting naggy and boring. just know that i din regret going and i've become more open about everything. kk. next.

started work immediately after i got back from the retreat. haha. like 13th June.

now working at Bottles & Bottles at Parkway. almost everyday. hopefully after my training they will post me to go Vivo. somewhat nearer to home. Sunday then go back help Joe & Dough. man im superman la. hahaha.

yea first day of work i was very early. cos i scared i get lost or cudnt find the place. directory wasnt much help. i had to walk ard to find it still. those days went by very fast. now fri le! LOL.

yea learnt alot about wine too. though alot to remember and process. hmmm that reminds me i have a book to collect from the photocopying shop. woops. 2 days late le. counting sat is 3 days. win liao. hahaha.

and yea probably gonna work there till nov? and helping J&D whenever i can i guess?

oh oh. i saw Christina Chan working at DBS at Parkway too! LOL i was going to change money then saw her serving a customer. hahaha. cool cool.

yea ok thats about it for work. ppl there are very nice and all. =D =D

yea anw today went swimming with Ben followed by dinner at Mos Burger!! oh man the rice burger was so nice! hahaha. yea yea. headed to church after that and since i was so early, decided to spend some time in the adoration room. haha holy me. >< ok la but i kinda owe it to God cos i was supposed to go during the retreat but i din! woops!

had a prayer session after that with Aunt Daphne, Marianne, Venassa and Kathlyn. Truly inspiring sharings too. =D

supper was accompanied by Sarah and David too. great time to hang out. haha. then after that went home and i realised that my ear got infection! -.-

maybe God telling me to remove my earring. ><

yea yea these days have past by swiftly and somehow i still jave the peace of mind that God gave me during the retreat. I kinda smile alot more now. (i realised myself) and also complain lesser. lol.

and last but not least i wanna say that im happy with my life now. hahaha. ok random~

signing off~

Woots. watched Kungfu Panda with Jerald today. super funny show. hahaha. quite cool also the fighting. but u know, cartoons, cant be any more real than it is, even in 3D. LOL

yea yea dam funny. from iluma go junction then from junction go wisma. then somehow, walk to cine. hahaha. was gonna eat Jalan Kayu Prata. then ended up at Shokudo. then after that din dine there. went Nihon Mura instead. lol. the service was quite KNS.

Cant believe the service crew CAPTAIN said that it wasn't her fault when the food came late by 20-30mins i think. wts seriously. not her fault but at least give a jiao tai maa. u're the 'captain' lehh..then the manager have to come apologise. terrible. and to think that we pay service charge. erk..

anw after that celebrated Eunice's bdae! quite epic moments. cos it was quite obvious we're planning something with all the suspicious moments. but then, she just played along and pretended nth happened. pro. and she learnt something new today! how to ignite a lighter!! LOL

hahaha. yea then we took many photos just now. come to think of it, shud have taken one with

the poster or canvas effect. like a cool only~ =DD

anw here's one that i cropped and edited:

not much editing i guess. just the colour and temperatures, etc.

anw shall sleep soon. working tmr and have a long day in church. =D

watched X-Men at 1.10am in the morning. went home and by the time i slept, it was 6am! LOL

yea yea. was chatting with ken for a while also. woke up miraculously (still amazed i did) at 9.30am. went to bathe and prepare to leave the hse at 10am. amazingly again, i did it without trouble. there somehow felt like so much time but oh wells.

met godma at somerset mrt. she was late. haha din expect her to be so i was exceptionally on time. went to OG near there then changed some shirt then headed to Hot Tomato at 313 Somerset for lunch. walked walked. went into Uniqlo. and gab spends $103. LOL 3 shirts and 1 sports jacket. like nice only. lol.

kk after that headed home. then waited for the weights i ordered to arrive. paid $81 for them then carried to the room. freaking heavy! was on the com and iphone for a while then finally fell asleep on the bed....for i think.....2-3hrs?

headed out to vivo for dinner at The Central with chun ling, wei jie, yan ming, hubert, deon, audrey and glenn. hope i din miss out anyone. after that walked a bit then went powerhouse to collect stamps. lol. wanted to club also but then aiya, was gonna tutor Yy and i cant drink cos im driving.

walked back to vivo, sent chunling home then went home. freaking hell jammed at nicoll highway. heng the bus uncle so nice give way to me. lol.

otw back then Yy cudnt make it. so i went the carpark behind macs in pp and stoned there for a while. duno what to do. -.-

went home in the end and yea. now blogging and later gonna pick my mum from mayer road. lol.

having all the time in the world now kinda makes me realise that importance of every min and sec. there are, afterall, only 24hrs in a day, 16hrs if we spend 8hrs sleeping. thats 960mins and 57600secs. and whether we like it or not, time will still go on.

oh wells just a thot but it kinda makes me understand the importance of not wasting precious time.

kk signing off~

30th May

woot so cool. I'm blogging thru my phone!!
hahaha. there's really an app for every single thing huh?
kk been talking to a few ppl and doing some kind of thinking. came to a conclusion: why make life so miserable by being frustrated over things u can't control? wats the pt? lol.
thus gab has decided that he's just gonna try his best to be happy everyday. of cos will have the bad days. won't have so lucky the whole week is good. liddat no balance. lol.

anw work was kinda fun ytd with all the scrubbing. machiam playing. use the scrub to create some sorta pattern with the scrub marks. quite nice lo. picts prolly on Facebook I guess. will upload later.

today marks the end of Chinese olvls for the sec 4s. that's why I'm going out with my children! LOL! and Justin apparently. cos it's the hols. and I din even know it was.

oh oh went gym today and it was unite sianning. wanna tone muscles then end up building them instead. lol!! quite shit.

kk maybe will blog again tonight. shall stop here. train coming. lol.

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28th May

thoughts - the product of mental activity.

thoughts thoughts thoughts. such a dangerous yet supposedly harmless thing. well i shall let them be penned here. -.-

graduation ceremony was quite a blast with all the photo-takings and whatnots. with alot of other rubbish stuffs happening. went changi airport eat dinner then ben sent all of us home. supposedly. we travelled ard singapore before that happened cos got lost. erk. amazing. PIE also can lost. -.-

graduation marks the official end of poly education and starts the journey to future endeavours. but somehow i dun feel so. the only future i currently have, at least for the next two years is, army. means that i cant get a proper job. and part time always ALWAYS have lesser benefits. this is crap. what screwed up system is this. makes life so fking fked. -.-?

trust - reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety, etc., of a person or thing.

yep im quite positive i dun have them from the people who are supposed to be the closest to me. how cool. -.-

having six months of time and a few goals. wats He trying to tell me? that i can sit down and start thinking properly for myself and think about what to do? is that it? if thats the case, then i must probably be not thinking enuff cos everything seems to go fking out. -.-! and the irony is gab always ttm. how can i of all ppl be not thinking enuff? ? ? -.-

recently, i've been losing the mood to do everything and anything. even eat. guess its good cos i'll lose some weight? then its not good cos its unhealthy and unfitting for the body. then wats right? eat already put on the unnecessary weight then becomes a health hazard. eating enuff is the right way? but whats eating enuff? is there a distinction ? ? -.-?

i needa stop being so moody, like fking soon. if not how to go retreat from 9-12 june. wont be mentally prepared. God, pls help me. and i mean it seriously. not metaphorically. . . -.-

lastly, sometimes i really wonder. am i really 20 this year? -.-?

P.S. just realised every paragraph ends with a '-.-'. now tats wat i call consistency.

Today a very interesting thing happened at work. -.- Gab breaks a cup! LOL! ok not that im very proud of it. but here's how it looked in the end:

Yea. looks quite cool uh? hahaha.

Anw after work, i stayed a while and talked to manager. quite epic moment. he thot my breakfast was a sanitary pad. -.- cos of the packaging and design of the plastic bag. he actually went to poke it and realised it was soft. thats how he derived that it was a pad. wts!?

yea anw tmr....or shud i say TODAY, thurs! is my grad! somehow not say very excited. quite sianed actually. falling sick and have been having a lot of dilemmas lately. sad sad.

oh wells, shit happens. okok gonna stop here since there's pictures, for once. not just words.

kk prolly gonna sleep soon~