wells. lets see. a lot has happened and a lot hasn't. shall go over it one by one bahs.
sch has stopped for a while for now. well duh exams over and christmas is coming. so yea. had my first and last paper. quite easy bahs. really feel tat the Z grade is give away de. but heng i checked my work. (usually i dont bother) the answer was 2.55. but i got 4.3. LOL big diff hor? duno how i calculate also. i actually pressed into the calculator another 4 more times to confirm it. cos if that part of the qn was wrong, then the following qn wud be wrong too. heng sia. duno how many marks i wud lose if i din check.
this term has been quite sad for me. like always nowhere to go after school. always go home or go work only. like the usual friends just separated due to timetable change. quite sad sia. haiz. now holiday also nv really meet up. . . . . sad sia.
church. lets see. how shud i start. for one, im stepping down in KOA. duno if it was a good or bad thing. but seems like its the best choice. dun even know wat i succeeded in doing in koa during my 'reign' as President. like everything either dun work out or dun come into place. it was so irritating. maybe its my leadership wrong. this time, with the ministry back in the hands of dexter, gerard, glen and uncle freeman, i think it wud (not shud) be a hell lot better. they are finally seeing eye to eye.
many juniors and seniors dun want me to step down. other boys who were intending to join after being 'inspired' by me also tell me dun step down. but i shud have seen this coming and read the signs as well. oh wells.
hopefully, the juniors and seniors will be able to adapt bahs. cos the methods to be used are definitely gonna be on a higher level than compared to mine. Leave it to God bahs. =))
my life as it is. realised a lot of things and learnt a lot of things about the people ard me already. though not all of it was wat i had expected. =x
and they come with disappointments and honours. guess i can say 'moved' as well? lol
they say people change. but how can the change in people affect the very relation, frenship, that keeps people together? this is ridiculous. oh wells. i guess only my brother and i will be left in the end. thats not that bad either actually. =) but who knows what happens when he gets attached? hahaha. actually i cant wait to see that happen. heh.
speaking of getting attached. im single for......say.......7 months already? feels so fast yet so slow. somehow. like super duper free now sia! LOL!
being single, one will experience the jealousy of others who are in love. being attached, one will experience the joy and freedom of being single.. thus, wat's the persue of happiness?
this also cannot, that also cannot. is it really that complicated? ahh duno luhh. taxing on brain cells.
another topic in my life now that all my frens are 'legal': drinking.
duno but its getting a bit irritating that people ard me keep reminding me about the bad effects of alcohol and so on. . . . . . .on . . . . . . .
yea i get it. it harms ur liver, kidney. without them = diu. . . . .diu. . . .
but HEY! if u can comment to me about it, then that means u shud know me well enuff to do so, or else u have no right, isnt it?
not being boastful or whatsoever, but, come on, anyone who knows me truly shud know that my will is stronger than my thoughts.
i know the dangers whatsoever. y the hell wud i wanna go kill myself so much?
does going pub = drinking a lot? or
does getting drunk = drinking a lot?
duno leh. just feel like a bit retarded. legal le go pub to chill. one bottle share with 10+ ppl.
its not even 1litre somemore. so how to judge wat is drinking a lot? who knows maybe i go there drink green tea with 1ml of martel/chivas?
wanna talk about health and alcohol? we humans take in fat/oil in food every single day. fat gives rise to a lot of other health problems, so do we dun eat? or do we dun take drinks for fear that it was too much sugar content in it? air is not always clean, so how? dun breathe meh?
drink water also there will be the issue of distilled water, oxygenated water, etc. so which is less harmful? does that mean that the more harmful one cannot drink?
yea i GET IT about being CONCERNED and all. but everytime say the same thing buay sian ah? kinda makes one avoid the other instead right? like got nth else to talk about liddat.
concern only plays that role of being concerned, and has limits.
ahh i just decided to type out watever was on my mind. no offence intended. not really in the right state of mind to 'be nice'.
kk i shall stop here. read. comment. criticize. whatever. lalala
